Getting Baptized!

Okay, So Ive Been Going To Church for About A Month And A Half Now. && I Love It. I Pretty Much Came In As A Stray, So I Thought It Was Cool For Them Just To Take Me In. The Only Thing That Gets Me Is When I See Everyone There With Their Family && Then I'm Just There Alone. Though Its Like Alana Said The Church Is My Family. When I Met With Steve The First Time, I Thought It Was Going To Be All Akward And Complicated, But It Wasnt. I Liked It. I Like Steve, He's Very Down To Earth. He's Awesome. I Always Wondered What I Would Be Like To Know God And Go To Church So It's Kind Of Sereal That This Is Actually Happening. But Im Glad It Is. Im Starting To Trust In God, And Im Not The Only One Thats Knows Ive Obviously Needed Somewhere To Turn. I Just Never Knew Where, But Now I Do.
I Know, I Write, Say, And Think This All The Time, But Alana Has Changed My Life. I Honestly Probably Woulnt Be Here If She Hadnt Inspired Me. I Owe Her So Much.. I Owe Her Actually Just As Much As I Love Her Which = ALOT. She Has Became My Teacher, Sister, Friend And Inspiration. So If She Indeed Gets To Baptize Me, I Know Undoubtably I Will Cry. It Means More Than Alot To Me.
And For The First Time In Along- Ever, Last Night My Mom Actually Took Some Intrest In God. && I Was Able To Speakk To Them Clearly And Whole-Heartedly.
Even Though I Am Nervous, I Am Ready For This. Im Ready To Serve God & Accept Him As My Lord And Savior. && Br Baptized.! :)
- Love Kensie