Tell Them What I Hoped Would Be Impossible..

So, Here I Sit In Study-hall. Its The Second Day Of School && I Have Alot On My Mind. However, I Always Have Much Going Through My Head. Highschool Is Great So Far, & Very Easy. Things Are Changing. People Are Changing. I Have Changed. I Cant Believe How Lucky I Am To Have The Friends I Do && The Friends That Might As Well Be Considered Family. I Know Its Only My Freshman Year, But Lately I Have REALLY Been Thinking About My Future. I Have A General Idea Of What I Want To Do With My Life, But Who Knows Yet. I Know That I Would Like To Go To A Christian College && Then From There Focuss On My Writing (English) && Maybe Get A Degree In Teaching. For Years I Have Said That When I Graduated I Wanted To Get Out Of This Town. Im Not Sure Now If That Is The Case, I Just Want To Be Out On My Own. I'd Love To Do All That I Could To Help People Out. && I Want To Live For God. && SHare His Grace With Others!

Share His Glory

Many Years Of Flaws And Fears
Broken Paths Of Sorrow And Tears
Walked Alone Sad And Afraid
Yet Never Knew How Far I Strayed
Until.........
They Shared
They Shared Their Story; Told About Jesus
And God's Glory
They Spoke About Their Lives And How He Changed Them. Had Given Them New Hope And How He Forgave Them.

I Sat There Thinking Could It Be True?
Could The Holy Spirit Be In You?
Then I Read His Word, And Prayed, Apologised For All My Wrong Doings And Of How Far I Strayed.
Then Something Happend Like Never Before; I Felt Forgiveness From A Savior,........... My Lord.

Now I'll Share
Share My Story
Of How I Came To See His Glory.
With A Little Hope,Yet Alot Of Faith Trust In God, Thats What It Takes.

High School Here I Come!

So, Its Offical! I Be A Freshmen!!! :) Learned So Much Over Thee Middle School Years. Hmmm.. I Wonder Who I Have To Thank. lol. Man I <3 Ya. Anywhoo - Its Been Great && Ima Miss It. Yepp Yepp. But Oh Sweet Summertime!
Peace Babes.
Kensie.

Getting Baptized!

Okay, So Ive Been Going To Church for About A Month And A Half Now. && I Love It. I Pretty Much Came In As A Stray, So I Thought It Was Cool For Them Just To Take Me In. The Only Thing That Gets Me Is When I See Everyone There With Their Family && Then I'm Just There Alone. Though Its Like Alana Said The Church Is My Family. When I Met With Steve The First Time, I Thought It Was Going To Be All Akward And Complicated, But It Wasnt. I Liked It. I Like Steve, He's Very Down To Earth. He's Awesome. I Always Wondered What I Would Be Like To Know God And Go To Church So It's Kind Of Sereal That This Is Actually Happening. But Im Glad It Is. Im Starting To Trust In God, And Im Not The Only One Thats Knows Ive Obviously Needed Somewhere To Turn. I Just Never Knew Where, But Now I Do.
I Know, I Write, Say, And Think This All The Time, But Alana Has Changed My Life. I Honestly Probably Woulnt Be Here If She Hadnt Inspired Me. I Owe Her So Much.. I Owe Her Actually Just As Much As I Love Her Which = ALOT. She Has Became My Teacher, Sister, Friend And Inspiration. So If She Indeed Gets To Baptize Me, I Know Undoubtably I Will Cry. It Means More Than Alot To Me.
And For The First Time In Along- Ever, Last Night My Mom Actually Took Some Intrest In God. && I Was Able To Speakk To Them Clearly And Whole-Heartedly.
Even Though I Am Nervous, I Am Ready For This. Im Ready To Serve God & Accept Him As My Lord And Savior. && Br Baptized.! :)
- Love Kensie

This. It Hurts Like Hell. I Love You More Than You Could Ever Tell. It Doesnt Matter What I'd Say No One Understands It Anyway.

Lesson

Here On My Own I Am Happy Your Leaving Me Only Taught Me Who I Am. So Thank You!

Ha!

Well, I’ll never say this to his face I’ll just go write in on MySpace, And pray that it’s a hit on radio. But I though all you girls should know that he’s a no-good donkey hole And I’m gonna do what he done did to me. That piece that starts with an “S” and ends with a “hit” How did he inspire this family fun and cuss free therapy, For everybody to sing along ‘Cause Karma’s a female dog.

Never Came To Mind.

Okay, So I've Been Thinking Alot About How I Would Like My Life To Be Somewhat. You Know, As Far As Career && Things. My Dream Has Always Been I Wanted To Be A Songwriter Or Writer. I Can Be Those Things. Whether Its A Career Or Not. But, Over The Summer, I Watched And Observed Alot Of The Different Things & Or People Who Have Made A Difference In My Life. I Realized How Much I Respect That Truely. How People Can Help People Make A Difference And Make The World A Better Place. Then I Realized I Wanna Be A Teacher. There Are MANY Reasons For That Too. I Think I Finally Understand And Appreciate How Hard It Actually Is To Teach. And I Love It. && I Love Learning. Some People May Say That I Might Not Be Able To Be A Teacher. (As In School Education) But Teaching In General, Helping Guide People In Life. Being There For Different Persons In Need.
I Have Alot Of People To Thank For That.
So Thanks Guys...
Thanks For Making A Difference In My Life.